i am very proud of myself for not giving in and trying to apply to a rating community. i'd probably get shot down and feel even worse, but on some off chance that i did get in, it'd be so fucking superficial and just.. a fake satisfaction. i dont need that shit, it will not help me heal.

past future

last five entries:
blisters and bruises - 03.18.08
dorsey - 03.13.07
finding peace - 02.02.07
unintentional clean slate - 09.11.06
natural born cyborg - 06.23.06