i know people who would view being thanked last as an insult, thinking of a million different things all ending in that shallow hurt that asks 'why am i the least important?' but that's not how i see it at all. i am so incredibly honored. at this moment i feel like i am almost comparable to the person named first on the list. they say order doesn't matter but it's just like in psychology and don't you always remember the first and last in a set? the middle can blur together in a heap of wonderful generalities, but the bookends stand constant always.

and that's where i would like to be.
and that's where i am.
and i feel strong. we are strong.

and all i can say is thank you. for everything.

past future

last five entries:
blisters and bruises - 03.18.08
dorsey - 03.13.07
finding peace - 02.02.07
unintentional clean slate - 09.11.06
natural born cyborg - 06.23.06